life is beautiful? life is unexpected? what is life..i feel lost and aimless..what i had been put in effort in one aim and the dream is broken into pieces. i start wondering why should i work so hard. am i a failure?i can only survive under Malaysia government? once get out from government and i am nothing?no ability to survive?

Most terrifying sick experience

It's been a week i sick. in the middle of suffering, i ask myself to remember this feeling, never ever let myself fall sick again.
at first i found myself fever..ai..no big deal..just take some PCM. at night i feel chilling...but i still go out as usual, it's my holiday,how can i just stay at home doing nothing. at last i can't stand anymore, went home.
i thought i can not attend the seminar in kepala batas the next day. i still make it but vomit half way of the seminar...draw blood in emergency department.ok, is not dengue fever,of course not swain flu.
two days of seminar passed. friday my cousin and her hubby come from singapore. i promise to bring them around. i pray hard so that i can recover and do what i had promise.
End up i make them stay at home only,my condition getting worse. After taking the medicine from doctor,i feel very sleepy and drowsy. called up to ask the medicines cause drowsiness, the dispenser just tell which one(in term of color and shape)i ask the medicines name,she ask me why have to know the medicine. STUPID. i am the patient of course i have the right to know what medicines i am taking.
Malaysians are so pity,don't even know our own right,that's why this phenomenon still happen in our society. clinics want to make business, they worry once the patient know the medicines name they will purchase it at retail pharmacy. In fact, the are law implement to enforce clinics and phrmacy must write the medicines name on the envelope before dispense to patient.
MALAYSIANS, PLEASE KNOW YOUR RIGHT!!!!!

Cicak woman

How much a lizard would cost? It cost me RM240.Would you believe a lizard cost RM240? is a pet? or a lizard with special feature lizard? there is nothing special with the lizard except it like to visit my car, it been few times i saw it was inside my car, try to whack it, chase it but just couldn't get it out from my car. those lizards like to stay in my car as it is their sarang.
One day, when i opened my car door, it was inside the car again. i get angry and wanna whack it, but it escaped.
The next day, when i drove to work. i start to smell something funny.oh no...would it be the lizard? it die inside the car? yakkkkk...... so 'geli' but after a while of driving, the smell fade off, i just forget about it.
The smell came again when i start up the engine when i wanna go home. oh god...i think the lizard really die inside the car. i searched and searched again the whole car when i get home, but found nothing. i try to recall the last time i saw this little 'toddler', mm... it escaped through the aircond. compartment. oh my god,it means it was died in the aircond compartment, no wonder it always smell when i start the engine as the aircond turn on at the same time.
my senior recommend me to a workshop which specialise in car's aircond. i have to exchange my car with the technician as it would take up the whole day to check the lizard died at which part of the car and he don't have enough staff with him. i drove his car for 3 days then only get back my car yesterday......and it cost me RM 240.....sob sob....
stupid lizard....next time don't die in my car especially the aircond compartment.

super tiring .....

Time during twenties pass really fast, super fast....today is a super tiring day. 8-5pm seminar at Dewan Delima, 5-5.30pm on-call, standby at pharmacy. 6pm work locum at Guardian. of course i can't make it to Pg within half an hour time, reach guardian at 6.20pm without taking dinner. work until 10.25pm, drive back to BM with my fastest speed. Finally, at 12 midnight i can sit down and relax. That's my day....

MEF toastmaster

MEF stands for Most enjoyable and fun toastmaster club. i come across toastmaster club last year through a colleague. i thought it was a place to improve english so i decided to join the club. toastmaster club is not only a place to improve english, it's more than that, toastmaster club is a platform for people who would like to learn about public speaking, leadership, communication. it's a international club,you can find it at anypart of the world, orginated from US. you can know a lot of people if you are active in the activities. People come to club with different purposes, some wanna build network, some wanna find beautiful girl(well, may be some wanna find handsome guy as boy friend).
my main purpose to join toastmaster club = improve my english, conquer stage fear. i am afraid to sound out in front of public, toastmaster club is good place to build confidence. coming assignment is pretty tough for me, i am headache with the topic now. the main requirement for this assignment is body gesture. for me, it's pretty good that i can speak in front of people, to add in body gesture......susah lah....

What is life?

Forrest Gump said life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get... Siew lee says life is beautiful.. I say life is unexpected, life is unpredictable, life is full of suprise.. you never know what will happen in the next hour.
i never expect i can start writing a blog (hey man,i am a blogger now..) and the most unexpected part is Jun Wen teach me how to start up a blog... thanks to you, Ng Jun Wen. ;)

Photo sharing

i took this photo in Feb 2009, georgetown. It was 7th day of chinese new year. A grand event called Miao Hui. i don't what it called in english. i went with my friend with the hope to capture good photo..well, this is the one..with the only kit lenz that i have- the most satifying photo during the 5 hours photo shooting session.